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  <pubDate>Sun, 19 Mar 2006 08:26:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Heyyyyy Everyone.</title>
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  <description>I`m Alive. Lol. Computers been sick. So yeah. Of course a lot has happened. I`ll let you know later. Cuz I don`t like typing anymore. :]</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 23 Jan 2006 04:52:02 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>My days.</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Thursday&lt;/b&gt;: Ditched class &amp; my &quot;limo driver&quot; Joe came and picked me up in his new ride. I`m glad he got a car now, and a Toyota at that, as much gas he uses. But yes, then we proceeded to the hospital to see my &quot;personal assisstant&quot; Jamie and my &quot;bodyguard&quot; Dairrick. I love them, they`re fun. Stayed out pretty much all day, fun times.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Friday&lt;/b&gt;: My Limo Driver got me again and we got My Personal Assistant and Bodyguard again. Then yeah went around town. Then yeah did more stuff... it was just chill and literally chill too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Saturday&lt;/b&gt;: Choreographed some. Then got back in touch with an old friend. We talked on the phone for hours.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Right now I`m just relaxing. Made my own mix. I think I`m gonna bring back &lt;b&gt;Xclusive&lt;/b&gt;. And I`m gonna ask 7 or 9 people to do it.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 19 Jan 2006 02:25:53 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Stuff for me.</title>
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  <description>Things I want before this year ends.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sony Computer/TV/Media Center/Everything else&lt;br /&gt;Sony Digi Cam&lt;br /&gt;Motorola Phone with an MP3 Player&lt;br /&gt;Half of a new wardrobe, including more accesories&lt;br /&gt;A frickin` car of my own (most likely later in the year)&lt;br /&gt;A new wooden desk&lt;br /&gt;A new dog bed for my bitch&lt;br /&gt;A rug for my floor&lt;br /&gt;A new futon mattress&lt;br /&gt;More posters for my room&lt;br /&gt;Frames for those posters&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The End.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 18 Jan 2006 02:23:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>It all comes to fast and goes away slowly.</title>
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  <description>What would you do if you found out you was gonna be on the set and most likely in one of Master P`s video in Los Angeles for a couple days gettin` star treatment? Well I cheesed like a bitch truthfully lol. I felt the need to dump up &amp; down til` I feel, but I kept myself together. So yes it`s true. Sometime in the middle or end of next month that`s what I will be doing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How? One of my mothers clients works in a company where they make these music videos you see, happen. And he was chattin` it up with my mom, but somehow he asked me if I wanted to go. Just him &amp; I. So I`m like hell yeah! Shit, that`ll give me a taste and give me a first hand peak in this entertainment business I oh so much want to be a part of. Just the way he was explaining it to me made my day lol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a question though. Should I look at this as just an oppurtunity for me to take some kind of action? Or just sit back, relax, and just watch &amp; observe?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, just an update on dance. Just to not jynx anything in the future I won`t be saying what I`ll be doing until it`s accomplished and under my belt. So unless I have a performance coming up or I become a part of something will I say anything. With that said. I`m going to be working with a group I was once involved in, &lt;b&gt;Strictly Street&lt;/b&gt;. Things have changed and I WANT to work with them now. Details later though. The past is the past, I just won`t make the same mistakes as I did before. As far as performances. I have a grip coming up in March that I know of.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jan 2006 21:04:08 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Edgeumakashun.</title>
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  <description>Well kids. Education wise, this is the deal. I went in for a meeting today to discuss my options. This is my deal. I`m staying at my school for a couple more months. They actually don`t think it`s no longer the best placement for me because I`m behind 10 credits. So they wanted to place me in a continuation school. Which they &lt;b&gt;might&lt;/b&gt; still do. But, there is a test out there that most high school students don`t know about, at least in California (mind you this is by word of the assisstant principal). It`s call the California High School Proficiency Exam. They tell me it`s equivalent to a Diploma or GED. But more so, it`s for students who specifically want to go to college afterwards or parents who want their students to get out of school early for whatever reason. So, he gave me the papers for it. And I looked up this test online &amp; found out what I needed to, and I think I`m gonna go for it. Now with that said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My test date is March 18 and I have to pay $85 to take it. There`s a study guide and all that good stuff so passing this shouldn`t be a problem as long as I study. But do you guys know what this means? I`m gonna be done with high school and onto pursuing my &lt;s&gt;dreams&lt;/s&gt; goals. Sooner than expected.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My only issue is. My mom... she`s not completely on my side that I should take the test. She thinks it`s the easy way out. That`s understandable, but people need to understnad that I don`t value high school as much as an accomplishment. I don`t have a very pleasant view about it, but that`s a different story. I wouldn`t look at it as taking the easy way out. But, more of lifting some dead weight off my shoulders so I can go on and do what I really want to do. Become the someone I keep telling everyone I`ll be. But, she said I could... but she`s still not completely certain. Another issue is would I actually be free afterwards? I would still have 6 months until I`m legal. She was already talking the typical &quot;mother-who-can`t-let-go-of-their-child&quot; talk. Sayin` if I pass the test then I`m gonna have to go straight to college and blah blah blah. WHO SAID I WAS GONNA BE HERE?! Lol. Shit, once I pass I`m out! Your job is done lol. Thanx for raising me and taking care of me. Sorry to say it like that, but hey you had me lol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But seriously, just giving you the update.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jan 2006 09:20:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Should I?</title>
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  <description>I`m liking the new aim &amp; the web browser. But anyway. I`m contemplating if I want to stay here in San Diego or move to LA. I know I have plenty of time to decide... but I feel lost on my pathway. I just wanna have fun and be happy which ever path I choose. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The good feelings I have if I move to LA is that I`ll be surrounded by all kinds of new people, friends, cuteness, starting a new life, learning all kinds of stuff, developing new interests and goals/dreams completely different from the ones I have now, you know.... different surroundings. So much oppurtunity out there. Not to mention I have 2 places to stay out there. The bad feeling I have about moving is what if nothing works for me out there? I mean, FAILURE. I wouldn`t know my way around for shit or know that many people to help me, I`m talking business and personally. I might feel like I have no purpose there and get home sick and come back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then there`s staying here in San Diego. Good feeling is, well I know my way around.. I know people. Dancing wouldn`t be an issue cuz I know of most groups out here. I have nice friends. Not much would change... But the bad feelings, I`d still be stuck out in this part of town, and I don`t like staying in this part of town. I need a break from my mom, I love my mom, but seriously we do best not living together lol. There`s not as much oppurtunity out here as there is in LA and I`d be stuck with the same people, not that it`s bad... but I mean... I want to meet new &quot;cute&quot; people that keep my interest in a different way if you know what I mean.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don`t know. What do you think?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To end this post. I want this one phone. No more ipods or digi cams or other shit I wanted. Just the phone it has everything. &lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/phone.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/Untitled-3.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/Untitled-2copy.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 28 Dec 2005 05:24:49 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Pictures = Comments.</title>
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  <description>Christmas really was wack this year lol. I thought my grandma was giving me money to get an ipod. But 40 bucs? It`s somethin` tho. Well life goes on. Last night I set a moving date for myself. I`ll be moving in with Trey. His mom is moving in with her boyfriend so she&apos;s leaving the apartment to Trey and she`s payin` the rent... how lucky is that? If somethin` comes up then it`ll be with my sister who only lives 20 minutes north of Trey. So yeah. But I`ll be moving &lt;b&gt;Saturday July 1st 2006&lt;/b&gt; yall. Long Beach or LA here I come. First thing I`mma do when I get there is settle, get comfortable the first week. Then look for a job.. or 2. It`s much more busy in LA so I`m assuming it`d be a little easier to find one than out here. And I`ll just live it up there I guess. Can`t wait.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Spoke to a friend today and found out having a clean room is a &lt;u&gt;big&lt;/u&gt; stress reliever for me. That`s why I`m on a little cleaning spree these past couple of days. Anyway.... My Goals: Tomorrow finsih cleanin` stuff. Thursday I got an all day Kinections &quot;dance camp&quot;... how cute right? lol. But yeah, there&apos;s a new studio opening up in my part of town... (that was my dream not too long ago) and we`re gonna be the first to use it I think and I`m not too sure of what our little &quot;camp&quot; is gonna consist of. But most likely I`ll be sweating a lot and it`s from 8 to 5. Then a dinner with the team at some restaurant. Friday... Kinections photoshoot. Saturday... I gotta find some kind of party to go to for New Years. Then Monday I`ll be hitting up the cafe down the street to see if I can get a job. Then FINALLY I`ll apply at Kohls cuz I keep putting that off &amp; then Petsmart. Let`s hope the new year brings a new job.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But anyway. I`m sharing pictures of this past month. One is from the show I performed at Dec. 10th. And the others were sometime last week. Some you might of seen on myspace already though. But here you &lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;Before the show.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/Picture003.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/Picture004.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/Picture072.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/Picture069.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/Picture075.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then my dance to &quot;Fever&quot; by Beyonce was the opening act.. right before I went on nervous &amp; stuff this is me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/PC100136.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then during the show, Kinections got bored so some of us took pics before we went on again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/DSC_0114.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/DSC_0116.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then these next ones I`m just camera whoring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/Picture033.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/Picture028.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/Picture024.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/Picture016bw.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/Picture009bw.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/LJ/Picture010.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;Image hosted by Photobucket.com&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The End.&lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 20 Dec 2005 03:48:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>What I wanna do.</title>
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  <description>You know what. At this time of the year I always start thinking about what I want to do in the next year. And a few things came to my head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. I want to be in a professional dance group somewhere!&lt;br /&gt;2. I wanna start modeling sometime this year. I really do.&lt;br /&gt;3. I decided I want to go to business &amp;/or management school, nothing long. I wanna run my own business.&lt;br /&gt;4. Get a different job. I seriously can&apos;t handle standing on corners for long periods of time in a yellow shirt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And since I just found out I might not be on the dance team next semester. I have time for 2 part time jobs. So I&apos;mma get it. I won&apos;t start lookin&apos; til the first week of January though, cuz I want a lil vacation before things get hectic again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finding a job is a job itself I tell you.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 14 Dec 2005 02:47:48 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A little random.</title>
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  <description>LJ heads... I&apos;m sick like something else. I have like a sinus infection with a cold. It&apos;s soooooo terrible. I&apos;m glad I feel a tiny bit better, but still my throat is soar, my whole body still aches, my bones crack easily. This is probably the longest I&apos;ve gone without stretching. I have no energy becasue I&apos;m not eating and I&apos;m not eating cuz everything except water tastes like shit. nose is all congested. I have that pressure in my head. Everytime I look too far up or down, left or right it hurts. My face broke out, yuck! I get easily cold and sweat when I&apos;m actually warm. My throat is the only thing I&apos;m complaining about the most. I&apos;m just one fucked up guy right now huh? I have NEVER been this sick before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Could it have been a much better time than Finals week? Man, my english teacher is the bomb. She said I can take the final home lol. She&apos;s so laid back, I love her. Luckily tomorrow and Thursdays are the important finals. So I&apos;m going to school in my freakin PJ&apos;s. Oh look, my cell phone cut off today. And fridays the last day of the internet. What&apos;s going right?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I forgot to mention. I do have a job now. A couple entries back I mentioned I wanted to turn those signs on the corner advetising model homes, condos, apartment. Living Signs Co. That&apos;s what I do, and for 12 bucs an hour on the weekends. Good Money. Hopefully I&apos;ll be getting a second job soon. I need to call Peir 1 back. Oh, can you believe AMC had the nerve to schedule another interview and I got there at 5 pm exactly (when it was scheduled) and they gonna tell me, &quot;you&apos;re late sorry, try another time&quot;. I&apos;m officially anti-AMC. Fuckers. I&apos;m a little worried because I forgot to put my apartment number on my application for the weekend job I have. I gotta fix it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I got sick from the damn Show on Saturday which was kinda weak. Only Jessica &amp; Deeter came from Laguna Beach, I didn&apos;t know who they were until that day. I got a hug from Jessica.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 10 Dec 2005 19:47:17 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Yo.</title>
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  <description>Wassssup everybody! I am baccck. Yes. My Mom didn&apos;t pay the billz yall lol. AND STILL this shit might get cut off again on the 16th. tsk tsk. Well um... I didn&apos;t really miss too much. I was just hella disappointed that I didn&apos;t get as much advertising out as I could have with &lt;b&gt;Xclusive&lt;/b&gt;. Now I&apos;m just gonna post-pone all my plans with my group. I don&apos;t know. I think what I&apos;m gonna do is recuirt maybe 3 or 4 people who came to auditions Yesterday and then hold more auditions next month. I was so ansxious just to get a group started, I didn&apos;t think about what time of the year it was. Finals next week. SATS. College Applications. Senior Portfolios. I even had shit to do yesterday. The holidays is coming. The show today with the Laguna Beach cast members. A lot of shit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Speaking of yeah my show is today at 8. The cast of Laguna Beach is gonna be there. All kinds of news stations is gonna be there, even MTV. And I&apos;M IN THE OPENING ACT! Haha, wow. It&apos;s a serious honor for my work to be the opening act for this whole thing. Words can&apos;t even describe. Ugh, I got my grandmas camera so expect pictures later. She might give it to me. I NEED IT lol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyha... um... yeah life was actually interested without the net. I think I&apos;ll limit myself to how much I come on here now, things were good.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 24 Nov 2005 08:13:23 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>My Plans,</title>
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  <description>So let me just update you guys. It&apos;s been kind of hectic. First off, school... you don&apos;t know how glad I am this semester is almost over, even if I&apos;m failing 2 classes still. But, one of those will go up... the other, nothing I can do so I basically stopped trying in that class, I use it to get all of my daydreaming out of the way or think about things I want to do later or something. But, yeah this weekend I&apos;m gonna get my Senior Portfolio done... it&apos;s not even that much to do, took this one girl a day. Just 3 more weeks and I&apos;ll be done with the 6 class a day schedule FOREVER! So happy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So my homie &lt;b&gt;Carlos&lt;/b&gt; just recently got a job somewhere holdin&apos; those signs like I mentioned in my last post &amp; yeah, he&apos;s gonna see what he can do for me since there&apos;s spots open cuz the other company I called don&apos;t wanna call me back, and it&apos;s not like I can call them cuz all I get is a machine. But, hopefully I get the hook up from Carlos. Pray for me yall. I&apos;ll turn my app into &lt;b&gt;Khols&lt;/b&gt; Friday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dancing, everything is really good, I feel like I&apos;m growing. I thought about it today, and today is the first day I have ever taught a real hip hop peice to any group. I&apos;ve always choreographed &amp; then taught for other stuff, but I taught &lt;b&gt;kinections&lt;/b&gt; today &amp; they liked it. :) So yeah hopefully things keep going good. Also I made a decision to start my own group next month, in fact I have audition dates already. December 8th &amp; 9th. My friend/former teacher/inspiration &lt;b&gt;Ramon&lt;/b&gt;is choreographing something good for me. I already have so many things happenin&apos; for the group. Anyway I&apos;ll be taking anywhere from 10 to 25 people... that&apos;s worst &amp; best case scenarios. I&apos;m gonna be extremly picky tho... this group is gonna be different. Like the few people I have eye for, I dunno even know if they could handle it. But I&apos;m very excited to be directing a new group. &lt;b&gt;By the way it will be a part of the Kinections family&lt;/b&gt;. Just on a newer level, it&apos;s open to the community not just the school. And hopefully in the years to come this will be turned into something so much bigger. Who knows each member can even start getting paid, but a studio will have to be opened before that happens haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But yeah these are my plans, I&apos;m gonna begin to see what it feels like to be head of something here (at least for 6 months anyway). After high school, I&apos;m not gonna run this alone &lt;b&gt;Erik&lt;/b&gt; is gonna be a director too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;P.S. I gotta redo these flyers.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Nov 2005 03:07:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Ain`t Never Lied.</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;b&gt;People are always gonna talk shit.&lt;br /&gt;So might as well give them somethin` to talk about.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I saw that somewhere and was like &quot;Mmmmmmmmhmmmm!&quot; lol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But, might as well update everyone. My buddy &lt;b&gt;Sam&lt;/b&gt; was supposed to go with me today to go job searchin`, but her family`s in town, so yeahhh. I went by myself, but I was just in a bad mood kinda lol. So I just went to &lt;b&gt;Khols&lt;/b&gt;, asked them if they were hiring &amp; they said yeah, so I grabbed an application &amp; left. So, I`m really gonna try &lt;b&gt;Khols&lt;/b&gt;, plus it`s a department store... and holidays are just weeks away. Also for a second job, you guys know those people in the new housing development areas that hold up those signs advertising model homes? Yeah... they start at 10 bucs an hour and with the hours they give you&apos;d be making 100 dollars every weekend. So you get that for just sitting or standing on a corner with a arrow sign and sometimes they be doin a lil` too much spinnin` the damn sign you can`t even read it. ANYWAY, So if I get this job, I won&apos;t have to quit dancing... how much more blessed would I be?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also this week, I think I`m beginning to pick up on a new hobby. Something a lot of guys would get into. CARS. Yes, the excitement of me getting my own got me lookin` deeper &amp; deeper into it. I know exactly what I want too. I don`t know exactly the technical terms or slang these car fanatics use lol. This also goes in order of when I get these things.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;2000 or 2001 Chevrolet Impala LS Black Ext. Tan Int.&lt;/u&gt;: [&lt;a href=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/1169473_1_full.jpg&quot;&gt;1&lt;/a&gt;] [&lt;a href=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/1169473_2_full.jpg&quot;&gt;2&lt;/a&gt;] [&lt;a href=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/565018_7_full.jpg&quot;&gt;3&lt;/a&gt;] [&lt;a href=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/565018_8_full.jpg&quot;&gt;4&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;br /&gt;- Good Sound Kit (talkin` subs &amp; amps)&lt;br /&gt;- Replace the taillights cover [&lt;a href=&quot;http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a108/loz1o1/1169473_3_full.jpg&quot;&gt;1&lt;/a&gt;]&lt;br /&gt;- get the (i think it`s called) indy grill thatz on the SS Impalas&lt;br /&gt;- then of course those nice rims&lt;br /&gt;- I want a chrome muffler to match the rims&lt;br /&gt;- &amp; last I gotta get the walmart stuff, Fur Steering Wheel &amp; License Plate Frame, and other shit&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When I get my car in June-July it shouldn`t take any longer than the rest of the year to put all that stuff in it. Also, my mom &amp; grandma are about to do me a favor &amp; build my credit up so it&apos;ll be established by the time I`m 18 in exactly 10 months from tomorrow lol. OH YES I`M COUNTING.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Loz &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 16 Nov 2005 23:32:06 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Changes.</title>
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  <description>I thought about things... I&apos;m still not sure about everything I just said on my last entry. I made tha decision on that day on the hour of writing that. I can&apos;t really say what will happen because I don&apos;t have a job yet. My mom&apos;s car is FINALLY completely fixed, can you believe we&apos;ve gone almost a full year without her car being fixed. Ever since it was stolen things just weren&apos;t right with it. But yeah, this weekend is mostly devoted to me finding a job now. Where I really want to work right now is &lt;b&gt;Khols&lt;/b&gt; &amp; I&apos;m not sure about where else I&apos;d want to work if I got a second job next month. If things completely turn around and I don&apos;t get a second job I just might take back everything I said in that last post. But, anyway... yeah...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My gosh..... I am in love with &lt;b&gt;Floetry&lt;/b&gt;&apos;s new Album. Like crazy over it. The best thing to come out this year. I&apos;m having trouble deciding what song to keep on &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.myspace.com/carloz/&quot;&gt;myspace&lt;/a&gt;. I love all the tracks. Oh speaking of myspace there&apos;s a new picture of me from Funkanometry auditions 2 weeks ago. So yeah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Um.. I don&apos;t know what else to update you guys on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Loz &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 14 Nov 2005 00:15:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Tough Decisions.</title>
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  <description>I&apos;ve been doing a lot of thinking this weekend and I&apos;ve made a decision. One I thought I would &lt;i&gt;never &lt;/i&gt; do. But, I&apos;m thinking what&apos;s best for me &amp; my future. Today I have just been putting my thoughts together &amp; now I know what I&apos;m going to do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;First, the big decision is that I&apos;m gonna have to quit the &lt;b&gt;Surreal Fidelity&lt;/b&gt; (Dance Team) AND &lt;b&gt;Kinections&lt;/b&gt; after this semester is over. I&apos;m a whole semester behind on credits. There&apos;s no way I can get that through staying in a regular 6 period class schedule even if I did go to Intersession &amp; Night School. So, I requested to go back to Alternative Education; The A-G Academy (a.k.a. Learning Center). They told me I could, so I will &amp; I&apos;ll make sure I won&apos;t make the mistake I made last time &amp; waste most of my time there. I NEED TO FOCUS. It&apos;s possible for me to stay on Surreal Fidelity AND be in the Learning Center. I did it all of my Junior year. But, money also comes into play here. I need a car more BADLY! And I&apos;ve gone long enough without having one, and I&apos;m sure as hell not gonna go without one after graduation so I need to work at getting that car. I don&apos;t want in any way for this car to even be a problem for me when I have it, in fact I even wanna hook it up. But, anyway... I&apos;m gonna push not 1 but, 2 jobs. And being in the Learning Center that&apos;s an advantage because we only have to be at school 2 hours a day... so I&apos;ll definately have time for it. So, can you say cha-ching...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With all that being said, I&apos;m not really going to have much of a dancing outlet for a while. I even had to put my own plans in starting a group next month. It&apos;s even a fear of mine to give up dancing all together. BUT, I doubt that&apos;ll happen anytime soon. And I&apos;ll just have to post-pone my own project as well. So yeah... I would still like to be involved with Surreal Fidelity &amp; Kinections... you know... choreograph some stuff here &amp; there... when you guys have you&apos;re little gatherings I&apos;d like to be there if I could because I am attached to you guys &amp; stuff, if there&apos;s any people at school I&apos;d call friends it&apos;d be you guys... much love &amp; everything. ENOUGH mushy talk though lol, you get what I&apos;m trying to say though right?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So with all of that being said. I guess I&apos;ll just enjoy the last of my semester with everyone. But, it&apos;s not saying goodbye.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Loz &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 13 Nov 2005 20:57:05 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>What the hell am I doing.</title>
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  <description>Sorry, but I don&apos;t have time to play games. If you&apos;d rather go to a party than see the one your supposedly talking to who you haven&apos;t even met yet, you&apos;re telling me a lot. So thanx for letting me know ahead of time. I&apos;m off that one for a good minute.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 12 Nov 2005 11:27:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>AlwaysThere.</title>
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  <description>I just got back from my good good good friend &lt;b&gt;Fatima&lt;/b&gt;&apos;s house. She was supposed to have a BBQ for her birthday, but her dad just ruined everything lol. But, it was all good cuz I got to catch up with them &amp; we had a long talk bout thangs. It&apos;s weird, I love talking to other moms, but not mine. But basically, I had fun. It&apos;s just those friends you have that you seen every now &amp; then &amp; you just spend forever catching up on shit. But, the whole conversation basically went around us (me, &lt;b&gt;Fatima&lt;/b&gt;, &amp; &lt;b&gt;Aneesa&lt;/b&gt; [another friend of mine]) and what we wanted to do with our lives and how we were going to do it, I mean damn... I&apos;m supposed to be moved out by graduation right? They kinda discouraged me with reality. But, I guess I needed a bit of a check. I figured out what I love doing in general. I love to run shit. I like being the head of power of something. It&apos;s something I haven&apos;t done much of &lt;i&gt;yet&lt;/i&gt;, but when I get there I love to do it &amp; I think I do it well too. Like I can really say right now for my dance class, directing this whole &quot;Fever&quot; peice has definately been challenging for me cuz it is practically my first time putting a whole peice together, but I have so much pleasure in doing so also. I haven&apos;t really stepped up to a leadership position &amp; I think I should start doing so more often because it&apos;s so......... me. I also find it easy to inch my way up through power. I love indirect competition, sometimes directly. Competition is sometimes my drive. I find it funny that in this Astrology Book that some of you might be familiar with called the Book of Birthdays, my birthday is the day of management... ironic huh? I don&apos;t know, they just kind of put me in deep thoughts towrds myself... Made me re-think about some things that I am and things that I&apos;m capable of &amp; even learned some new things about me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m just glad I didn&apos;t stay home, because that&apos;s what I was gonna do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Loz&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 11 Nov 2005 01:05:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Just ups &amp; downs.</title>
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  <description>It&apos;s been nothin&apos; but ups &amp; downs with high school. I say that about every aspect of high school that I can think of. Especially academics. I haven&apos;t had the best of luck. It&apos;s just so much shit. It&apos;s like hell. The only reason I&apos;m in school overall is because of my mother. I don&apos;t want her having a fuckin&apos; heart attack if I don&apos;t graduate. Ugh... then my grandmother, let&apos;s not go there. My whole family pretty much. There&apos;s not many of them that have graduated, and they&apos;re all counting on me. Pressure right? Yeah it may not seem like much, &quot;Oh just graduate Carloz, it&apos;s not that hard.&quot; and you know what, they&apos;re right... it&apos;s not hard AT ALL. It&apos;s just hard to put full focus on something you never gave a damn about in the first place. I could be a straight A student from freshman year to now, but have I ever been passionate about school? Nope. Why? I can&apos;t really say, there&apos;s a reason for everything but, it&apos;s just hard to look at school the way a lot of people do. And &lt;b&gt;I&apos;m tired of hearing the same shit over &amp; over again&lt;/b&gt; (so much that I&apos;m tired of saying that over &amp; over again).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The kind of person I am, I&apos;m independent. I get my shit done &amp; done well when needed. But I&apos;m also that kind of person that isn&apos;t going to do everything just because everyone else is doing it. I like to learn shit for myself. Experience things for myself. Let&apos;s say..... At 3, My mom told me the fire on the candle was hot... you think I just sat there and looked at it? No, I wanted to see for myself, so what did I do... I tried to touch it and we all know that finger went straight to my mouth at lighting speed. But, do I regret touching the fire... no, I knew then exactly for myself. Let&apos;s compare that to high school. I&apos;m not saying I want to fuck up &amp; not graduate on purpose, but if it just so happens I don&apos;t graduate on time &amp; in the future it &quot;bites me in my ass&quot; somehow... then so be it, I&apos;m not gonna hate myself for it or blame anyone else. I know a lot of people care &amp; what not &amp; most of people (especially that assume if you don&apos;t graduate you don&apos;t get anywhere in life) don&apos;t want that happening to me, but I&apos;ll be ok. I&apos;ll be great. But, just know I am trying to do what I can, when I feel like it... (and yes I meant that).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway today I find out... my grades aren&apos;t so hot... we all know C&apos;s look better than A&apos;s any day because that&apos;s what my name starts with, but on progress reports I can&apos;t say the same. But, WHATEVER I&apos;m not having a cow over it. Don&apos;t have time for that, it just makes me very impatient with EVERYTHING, people, myself, life, EVERYTHING. Today I can say has been one of significant days. I&apos;ve snapped at how many people? To tell you the truth I like when I get like this, because I get more done, and I feel like I just have more control over everything, but... the reasoning for me getting that way I don&apos;t like. But whatever you know what. From the time I started writing this til&apos; the middle I was a little pissed, but I&apos;m good now. &lt;b&gt;Food makes me happy&lt;/b&gt;. And so does dancing, which I SHOULD be doing in a couple hours. That&apos;s another thing that even gives ANY good signs to my grades. But, that&apos;s another story. I&apos;m just gonna enjoy my weekend &amp; get through the rest of the semester. &lt;i&gt;This school thang ain&apos;t for me&lt;/i&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Loz &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 06 Nov 2005 21:57:08 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Had Some Fun.</title>
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  <description>So Friday Night I did go out, but only for a few hours, and my allergies were botherin&apos; me like a bitch. But yeah. Saturday I didn&apos;t do much during the day. My &lt;b&gt;Momz&lt;/b&gt; went grocery shoppin&apos;... kinda rare lol. But yeah. Money starting to go back to where it used to be. Her car is getting fixed this week so I can turn in some apps &amp; look for other jobs. YAY! Really big yay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Last Night (Staurday Night) was fun tho. I went with some homiez to this.. &quot;function&quot; and yeah I saw all kinds of people I knew there &amp; met some new people and I danced like crazy at times, then at times I just stood on the wall. But yeah I definately had fun. See what a little Tequila can do for ya.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But today, I&apos;m just sittin here. Bout to wash clothes n&apos; shit. Probably gonna listen to some Janet slow jamz today. Oh I have homework I think. GEOMETRY, yes. Laterz.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Loz &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 05 Nov 2005 03:34:58 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Save Me.</title>
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  <description>It&apos;s Friday night. I&apos;m bored. I want to call some homiez, but I ain&apos;t got no money. So looks like I&apos;m pretty much stuck tonight. Unless someone calls me (that ain&apos;t happenin&apos;). I think I need to start hangin&apos; with people at school or in my area.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway whatever. Today was a nice day. It was kind of odd. Because, I found I have a 32% in my Geometry class. I mean Geometry isn&apos;t even hard to me. I&apos;ve already passed it. I just wanted to take the easy course for an easy A. But, I either NEVER show up or fall asleep, so that explains the low grade. Class is the most boring class I&apos;ve ever taken. I ain&apos;t just sayin&apos; that either. It really is. But, when I found out my low score, I gave up. Seriously, I was like &quot;fuck it&quot;. So then 5th period Web Design... I&apos;m sittin&apos; there bored too. But, I have an A in there, haha. Counselor calls me out of class. We talk about my grades. I told her about a month ago I wanted to return to the Learning Center to get things done quicker. But, Ms. Picone (she&apos;s in charge of the Learning Center) personally said, if I don&apos;t pass all my classes I can&apos;t stay on the dance team next semester. So, that completely changed things. So next week I will be making up tests in English &amp; Geometry, the classes I&apos;m failing. Yep. I can&apos;t let the dance team down like that! Lol. Damn, right?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That&apos;s pretty much the highlight of the day. I hate school, but I love to dance... my life for ya, so far.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Loz &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 05 Nov 2005 03:01:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Newness.</title>
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  <description>So yeah. I&apos;ve decided to leave the Friends Only status. Got boring, friends list just kept shrinking &amp; shrinking. Plus I want to open myself up more. Let everybody read. Even let some local people in. I don&apos;t care who adds me. But, I&apos;m only gonna add what I want to read. If I&apos;ve met you or know you from offline, then yeah cool add me, &amp; I&apos;ll add you... &amp; stuff. There&apos;ll be times where I&apos;ll update like 2 times a day or 2 times a week. Really all depends. But yessss. Just welcoming people. K?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Loz &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;</description>
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